Waaaa, I almost died. WO CHA YI DIAN SI DIAO LEH! projects and tests and exams are all coming up. Not to mention the camp com stuffs. And the danzation com stuffs, although have not started, but I imagined it will be quite a challenge.

There are good news and bad news I wanna talk about. Bad news is, I almost and WILL die if more of those mentioned above comes up. Good news is, there is NO good news. okok I just thought of some, going through this kind of stressed up period will make me grow more, holidays are coming, freshie camp is coming, more dance is coming cause of danzation, I wouldn't need to study for quite awhile SOON, I will have more time for family and friends, I can hang out more, I can have time to get my driving license, I will have time to go overseas with my family but not confirmed cause i might have a tight schedule for dance but at least there's a chance to. Phew~ thats quite a long sentence. Now that i thought of it, there are quite alot of good news actually. ok maybe I shouldn't be grumbling.

I'm really very tired to be coping with so many things, my friends asked me, "Why are you still going to dance everyday even if you have so many projects and test and exams? Don't you find it very tiring?" Yes I feel very tiring, despite the tight schedule in studies, I still squeeze in dance. Its because I am being tired doing the things I like to do, so no matter how tiring it makes me, I'll still go for it, cause I'm doing the things i like. To me, if you're doing something which you don't like, you will feel more tired as compared to when you're doing the things that you like.

Most importantly, I'm happy when I'm dancing. In addition to the great and fun people inside, makes me wanna go for dance more.

Last thursday, Fredy came back to take D class. And I REALLY am dumb-founded after watching him dance that day. Since the last time I saw him dance, REALLY IMPROVED SUPER LOTS. His isolations are SUPER BIG, and when i caps the words, i really meant it. And while his isolations are already super big, he can have VERY GOOD CONTROL and his extensions are GODLY. When he marks his steps, it seems to me that he still kept his extensions at 90%. OMG. That day I'm really super amazed. I even took a video of his solo after the D class, and i believed alot who were there took his video also. I can't post it on the net cause he told us not to, if not i would've already uploaded to this post. I'll show you guys the video when you see me around in studio. Now I'm super motivated to train my isolations, crunches, and those core exercise that we always do. Oh by the way, when he's doing his crunches, he lifts his body to the max, so means his core = godly one. Yes I'm gonna start training hard to be like that. Thanks Fredy.

Yesterday Ann finally came back to teach us. Kinda missed her and her teaching methods, which is always leaving us breathless, E.g. the always so "enjoyable and relaxing" core exercises. Her dream, mass lyrical hip hop in Danzation, we will work hard to make your dream come true. I really wished she could stay with us until always, I know its not possible, but I still hope so. Wish your back don't get worse so soon. This made to think, lets enjoy the things that we like to do, while we still can.

9:13 AM
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Heard that the TP production was alot alot more better than the previous time I saw. And I the last time when I went to watch it, there was quite a number of labels on it. This time round, they made it better than the last time by alot alot more. I'm quite happy for them, though I think I know none of them. They somehow made me feel that they have taken note of the labels and feedbacks of last time seriously and have improved on it. I think they really did a great job. Respect.

When I think of this, it somehow links to the recent things that had been going on. We should improve with the feedbacks and labels given to us too. There will always be comments made, be it (+) or (-). For the (+) comments, I don think there is an issue about that right? But for the (-) comments, there is only one way to reduce it, that would be by taking it as a chance for improvement, and improve on it. This way, we will slowly climb up to a higher level. Anybody can comment on us, be it someone whom might have a lower status as you or someone well known. Jia you guys.

Yea lets do this together freshie item!~ we dance as one, we will stay as one too! Togetherness, should them we have it! Same goes for the other items. hahas. 31 July, CHIONG!

4:01 PM
im alone; im emo;

So many things running through in my mind.



I wanna get pass this fast.



Time management.



Improvement.



Yes, I can do it.



Jia you Cash!

3:49 PM
im alone; im emo;

Hey guys~ sry i did not update on the day i passed my Final Theory. hahas. and yes I PASSED MY FINAL THEORY!~ Yes beckie, im gonna get my license within 3 months! And I'll show you how I'm gonna do that after my exams, hahas! Nothing is impossible yea? hahas! anyways, when i got home today, i saw a bowl of soup on the table left for me, it looks like sharkfin, but it taste like some sweet corn soup, and there's abalone in it -.- wad weird combination, but its nice though, thanks mum, always doing such surprising stuffs. hahas. and I wonder wad big day it is today to have this kind of soup. hahas.

I don wanna be an over charged battery. Thanks to those that made me realise. Its about time I start to do something about it. Yes, I will make it.

Strife for improvement, lets do this together guys, Jia You! Take it to the next level!

12:32 AM
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Hey hey!~ guess its been quite awhile since I'vve updated. this coming thursday is my final theory test. waahahaha. im feelin very lucky, as i can take my basic and final theory within 1 month. LOL. Been having having dance pracs EVERYDAY, yea thats right including sunday. Guess i kinda felt abit of wads my next level of thinking, if im not wrong. I'll keep on improving on myself. =)

Today's a boring sunday, after just fine, had mac and went home, den reach home eat dinner again, and after eating dinner went back to my room and started eating tibits. L-O-L. cant stop eating, as usual. Everyday during lecture i juz kept buying chocs or chips to eat -.- argh, i think this is the point in time where i start to feel that poly life is getting dull. HENG I HAVE DANCE. wahahahas. if not i really like zombie come sku do work go home come sku do work go home -.- lols. alrites. guess will update again whether if i passed my final theory anot. hahas. wish me luck! I wish to get my license within 3 months. lols! seems like mission impossible, but to me, NOTHING is impossible, unless its ur name or ur pet's name -.-

Guys around me have been having some problems lately, juz wanna tell u guys that, I'll be there for you guys if you need me alright? =) Juz a phone call away yo~ take lots of care, and stay strong and keep believing.

10:49 PM
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